- Samantha Hoch
The Message
Updated: Nov 7, 2019
The waves in my ears
Like the ocean
Crash upon me with a force so extreme
That they move the earth.
Click click click clack click
The keys are clicking
The words are sticking
Poetry moves from my brain to my fingertips.
From the page to your eyes
My body is the medium
The messages comes not from me.
Tick tick tick tack tick
Time is always wasting away
Slipping through my anxious grasp
Not enough tick tick ticks in the day
To make time last.
Always elusive, always evading,
For more time I barter youth
It seems that time, always persuading
Convinces me, like a drug
That I want more more more.
Drip drip drip drop drip
The water drops speak to me
In all their precious irony
For some they bring life
For me, a wicked symbol of prosperity.
My water drip drip drips
From a shiny metal faucet
In a shiny metal sink
Where I scrub, scrub scrub away
The noxious remnants of another day.
The water stinks stinks stinks
Of privilege.
And of waste.
Tap tap tap tap
Is the sound that glasses make
When clinked together over celebration
Something small, or something great.
Tap tap tap tap
Your bottles on the pine Sir
Surely that must get the attention of the barmaid.
Hissssssssss
Their voices smother me in their coils
Demands as crude as oil
And just as black
They cover my body
Which instinctively recoils
From the whip that is harassment
And the violent stinging of that crack
Their stinking compliments ring
Through the air, the same way
The smell of trash always lingers
In your nose on a hot day.
“Give me one more” they hiss as they squeeze
Or sometimes hissing even closer,
“Quid Pro Quo”
It’s the ones I trust that make me freeze
It’s the ones that are closest whose hisses I must avoid
While employing a fake smile;
I have to stay employed.
Tick tick tick tack tick
The day, it keeps moving
At a sprint, I sometimes feel.
Too many ticks swell through my ears
And crash onto my thoughts
While I dream about my dears
I listen dutifully to the clock.
Tick tick ticking away my one and only life
While I miss the sweet sound of her laughter
I stay engaged, but in strife
Thud thud shuffle thud
I keep stepping forward
Or backward, I can’t tell
Anyway, I keep stepping
Toward a paycheck, toward the hell
That is objectification behind a beer
That is time lost over a year
That is missing youthful cheer
That is apart from those I long
To be near
In the hopes of carrying all the weight
And making a better life
For the souls that I hold dear.
Click click click clack click
The keys are clicking
The words are sticking
Poetry moves from my brain to my fingertips.
From the page to your eyes
My body is the medium
The messages comes not from me.